Crustaceous

I love this.

You know when your mother says to you, ” it’s good to hear the happiness in your voice”, that you have something special going on. In that moment, Every emotion surfaced. The gravity and reality of what’s happening is hitting me like a bug on the windshield of a speeding tractor trailer.

A best friendship set ablaze with passion and desire always seemed insuperable and non existent. Then I saw her for the first time and my soul was instantly ignited by a simple quip about offensive humor. An ever wandering and aching heart now rests next to the puzzle piece whose every groove fits seamlessly with my own. It’s a perfect fit for two previously lost souls, who would never settle for anything but a piece whose picture would complete the other. So here we are, at peace, together after a lifetime of dreaming. In the words of Pheobe, “I’ve found my lobster”.

It seems certifiable to even hear myself say or know this is factual. It’s undoubtably true. I know for once where I belong and I’ve found home in the arms of a woman who compliments and completes me. The balance and ease of everything due to the basic foundation amazes and shocks me. I can’t stop laughing and smiling. I’m full of joy and excitement with every reminder of the love we share. We’re the couple that gets the, ” you make me sick ” comment, daily. That’s what we’re going for, because we, even make us sick.

I love us.